You may want to see the movie first. I felt similar until I saw the movie. I acltauly took my two nieces, my homework and my earphones to listen to my iPod. I had my earphones in for a few minutes and took them off to get popcorn and came back and then it happened . It is a documentary of his life and how he got where he is it is amazing for this young kid to have a dream at such a young age and acltauly see it through. (I really can’t believe I am saying this) Just go see it…… Honestly, you will get something out of it even if it is just confirmation of how you feel…. I doubt it though…. I don’t think you will need to find a place to buy the shirt .