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Chrissy Teigen feels โlostโ and โdepressedโ after becoming a part of โcancel clubโ.
The โLip Sync Battleโ star recently apologised for being a โtrollโ following bullying accusations from Courtney Stodden โ who claimed the 35-year-old beauty used to message her to tell her to take her own life โ but she admitted the scandal has taken its toll on her mental health and she doesnโt feel โrightโ about leaving the house any more.
Alongside a photo of her own legs, Chrissy wrote on Instagram: โIiiii donโt really know what to say hereโฆjust feels so weird to pretend nothing happened in this online world but feel like utter s**t in real life.
โGoing outside sucks and doesnโt feel right, being at home alone with my mind makes my depressed head race. But I do know that however Iโm handling this now isnโt the right answer.
โI feel lost and need to find my place again, I need to snap out of this, I desperately wanna communicate with you guys instead of pretending everything is okay. Iโm not used to any other way!โ
The scandal has seen Chrissy โ who has children Luna, five, and Miles, three, with husband John Legend โ step back from her and Kris Jennerโs cleaning supplies company, Safely, as well as face other repercussions and she admitted being a part of โcancel clubโ has been a learning experience, though it also โsucksโ.
She continued: โCancel club is a fascinating thing and I have learned a whollllle lot.
โOnly a few understand it and itโs impossible to know til youโre in it. And itโs hard to talk about it in that sense because obviously you sound whiney when youโve clearly done something wrong. It just sucks. There is no winning. But there never is here anyhow.(sic)โ
The โChrissyโs Courtโ star expected a backlash for her comment but she was keen to connect with her fans.
She added: โAll I know is I love you guys, I miss you guys, and I just needed an honest moment with you because Iโm justโฆtired of being sick with myself all day. I donโt even know if itโs good to say any of this because itโs gonna get brutally picked apart but I dunno. I canโt do this silent s*** anymore!โ
And Chrissy joked sheโd love to connect with others who have had similar experiences because of their past social media posts.
She wrote: โIf you or someone you know has also been cancelled please let me know if there is a cancel club reunion because I could use some time off my couch! Thank u and goodbye I love u.(sic)โ