Will Young Admits to Pleasuring Himself on the Train

Will Young

British pop star Will Young, 41, who has released his autobiography To Be a Gay Man, has explained how he used to buy gay porn magazines at a subway station and on his way home he would pleasure himself in the toilets on the train.

The pop singer opened up about his battle with his sexuality and confessed the feeling of โ€œdreadโ€ was โ€œalmost overpowering.โ€

In his new book, Will went into detail about the time he picked up the courage to โ€œpush boundaries.โ€

The star recalled finding it โ€œoddโ€ the clerk was selling the magazines, as he had never seen them on sale before.

Will shared: โ€œAs I went up to the till, the feeling of dread I had was almost overpowering.โ€

โ€œI felt as though something awful was going to happen: the shopkeeper would make some comment or judgement, and people in the shop would point and stare at me.โ€

Will revealed that once he had bought the magazine, it soon turned into a โ€œroutineโ€ and he felt both โ€œterror and guilt.โ€

โ€œWhen I got to the train to take me back to the countryside and to home, I went to the loo and looked through the magazines,โ€ he added.

โ€œI went quickly through them and then squashed them into the bin before I got off the train, so that there was no evidence.โ€

Will explained: โ€œThen Iโ€™d read them on the train, have a wank, and deposit the evidence in the train bin before getting off at my stop.โ€

He came out in 2002 after winning Pop Idol, said he found his โ€œown sexualityโ€ by looking at gay porn.

Will confessed he also used to call โ€œphone numbersโ€ which would be a man speaking about a sexual encounter down the phone.

The star revealed it cost him a โ€œfortuneโ€ and he became frustrated as he couldnโ€™t hide it from anyone anymore.

It comes after Will opened up about his โ€œinternalized shameโ€ as he said he felt โ€œgay shameโ€ at the age of 32.

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