Demi Moore is talking about her struggles with ex-husband Ashton Kutcher and the effects their relationship had on her three daughters.
โThe addiction and the co-dependencyโฆ like my addiction to Ashton โ that was probably almost more devastating because it took me seriously away emotionally,โ Moore, 56, said on Mondayโs Red Table Talk on Facebook Watch.
Moore sat down with hosts Jada Pinkett Smith, Willow Smith and Adrienne Banfield-Norris, the actress and two of her three daughters: Rumer and Tallulah Willis, spoke about her spiral into addiction after almost 20 years of sobriety.
Tallulah, 25, spoke about the repercussions her motherโs addiction had on her after her older sisters, Rumer, 31, and Scout, 28, moved out.

โWatching the behavior with Ashton, those years, because everyone had left the house and it was just me living there. I felt very forgotten and I feel like I developed and nurtured a narrative where she didnโt love me and I truly believed it,โ Tallulah said. โI know that she does, 100 percent but in that moment youโre hurt.โ
โIt was like the sun went down and a monster would come. I remember there was just the anxiety that would come up in my body when I could sense her eyes shutting a little more or the way she was speaking or she would be a lot more affectionate with me if she wasnโt sober,โ she adds. โIt was jarring and very weird. There were moments where I would get angry and I recall being very upset and kind of treating her like a child and speaking to her like a child and being like, โPlease get away from me.โ And she got very angry. It would happen in front of friends. It was not the mom that we had grown up with.โ

For Rumer, though, she says she felt โso angryโ for โso much of that timeโ because โI felt like something that was mine had been taken away.โ
โI think also when she wanted to have another baby and then it wasnโt happening, and there was so much focus on that, it was like, โOh, weโre not enough,'โ Rumer explains. โPart of the reason I moved out of the house, I think after you had a miscarriage, I was just like, โWhy are you so desperate to have another kid?โ And I couldnโtโ stand the idea.โ
โBut then I found these pictures and I was like, โOh my god.โ I saw how big her stomach was and I was like, โOh my god. I was so insensitive,'โ Rumer continues. โI never once went to you and said, โIโm sorry. Are you OK?'โ

Rumer went on to say, โYou had always chosen us. You always chose us first and made that a priorityโฆ Being around a woman as your mother who is this, like, infallible woman who can take on anything, even my dadโฆ Always together, always in control. [And then] not being in control around a man. Like, who is this person? Iโm like, โI donโt know who this is and they are supposed to be my rock.'โ